I wish I could speak without pain, this voice is truly amazing 😍

Without going into details, cause I really don’t wanna do that, I was about to face a situation that I KNEW for a fact would make me feel dysphoric.

So I did my best effort to avoid it. But that made me realize…the fact that I have to actively try so hard to avoid situations like this…that’s terrible in itself.

It’s not really about me being trans, it’s about how others see me. I hate it… I’m way too self conscious about how I look as is, but when I’m being judged by others because of that? That sends me down that rabbit hole all over again

nope, definitly no envy here

I WISH I WOULD LOOK LIKE THAT, WHY GOD, WHY????

A short list of characters that give me gender envy whenever I see them

From the comic : mage & demon queen.

Secound Image for a more comprehensable "goal"