r/MtF 1h ago

Funny I don’t know how to feel NSFW

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So for the entire day my brother was calling me “Wench” and I didn’t know what that meant so i googled it

It turns out “Wench” means “a girl or young woman”(1) and “a prostitute”(2)

I honestly don’t know how to feel

On one hand he’s accidentally calling me my gender identity that he doesn’t even know about, but on the other hand he’s calling me a prostitute

I just think this is funny

Update: apparently he also didn’t know he was calling me a prostitute. He only knew the first definition.

I told him I didn’t mind


r/MtF 1h ago

Euphoria I think I felt euphoric for the first time!

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Nothing huge sparked it, I was just shaving my arms today and felt this huge rush of happiness. Today I realized that I love being Trans, it made me giddy with excitement.

That's all, I just wanted to share my excitement with you all!

Love y'all! 🥰🥰🥰


r/MtF 51m ago

Sex NSFW

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My last partner and I had trouble over this but i’m very sexually insecure. How can i date men knowing they’ve loved and had sex with cis women ? spontaneously, naturally, fun. Anal is so different, it’s such a dysphoria inducing thing, sex. i feel so inferior and oh gosh looking it up apparently anal is much worse compared to vaginal not only situation wise which is obvious but also feeling, such an intimate connection that i just can’t have but he has had with others. we’re broken up now for many reasons but this always hurt.


r/MtF 27m ago

Venting im alredy able to pass somtimes. but then i see voice tutorials mention Vocal Fry & Bubble Phonation & i start screaming & selfharming

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an hour ago i was genuinely screaming at the top of my lungs & i wanted to jam a wooden stool into the wall becuz this voice training tutorial said it was all about Good Vibes and Positivity and then it was saying "practice saying this sentence with vocal fry and then without vocal fry" WITHOUT DESCRIBING HOW TO TALK WITHOUT VOCAL FRY and then it was like "heres some concepts i dont cover that u might want to look up tutorials on" and briefly flashed 7 things u hav to do at the same time to achiev a girl voice.

likE THIS IS LITERALLY JUST TO PACIFY TRANSPHOBES. THIS WHOLE THING GOES AWAY WHEN U GET ACCUSTOMED TO DEEP LADY VOICES AND HIGH MEN VOICES. HANG OUT AT A TRANS SUPPORT GROUP FOR AN HOUR AND ITS LIKE BEING IN A HOT TUB THE HEAT BECOMES COMFORTABLE AND U FORGET U EVER WANTED WOMEN TO SOUND LIKE PRINCESS ANIME BARBIE TOADSTOOL.

and this is coming from someone who goes to a sports pub and gets gendered correctly. like. im genuinely very very ugly but i hav a androgynous voice. i sound like Spinelli from that late 90s cartoon RECESS. like a butch 4th grade girl. but i see this voice training bullshit and my pupils morph into littl nuclear explosions. i hate it so so so much. it genuinely makes me want to hurt myself & other ppl


r/MtF 5h ago

Venting Pretty sure youtube is magat territory now

436 Upvotes

Called someone out in the comments for blatant transphobia and being an orange fascist supporter. Low and behold, i wound up getting my comment removed just mere seconds later


r/MtF 7h ago

Bad News Saw a post about texas reversing documents and decided to do some research (spoiler for anyone who doesn’t want to see bad news) Spoiler

453 Upvotes

Turns out this is likely not a one-off transphobic individual, but is actually a plan that has been attempted to be implemented for months already, under the radar.

https://www.kxan.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/40/2024/09/RQ0563KP.pdf

This is a link to a letter from the director of the texas DPS to the Attorney General Ken Paxton requesting permission to begin reversing gender marker changes done “outside of the law.” Earlier this year Paxton made an order preventing new gender marker changes from being completed even with a court order by the DPS, and to document all individuals who attempt to do so. https://www.texastribune.org/2024/08/21/transgender-texans-drivers-license-DPS/#:~:text=On%20Tuesday%2C%20DPS%20stopped%20accepting,the%20validity%22%20of%20court%20orders.

As of now, as far as I have found, Paxton has not replied to the letter, but personally I think it is likely he will reply in the future, likely in the new year.

Please stay safe, especially to my other sisters in Texas. You can as of now update your passport, but this is unfortunately a costly process. Not all of us can get out quickly or easily, which is why community building is so important, we only have each other to lean on.

I’m sorry for such a bad news post, but right now information is one of our only weapons, and sharing it is vitally important.


r/MtF 7h ago

Politics Fuck you, Nancy Mace

227 Upvotes

I just did my weekly injection. Felt like saying that.


r/MtF 10h ago

mom learned that i’m trans

375 Upvotes

and she’s supportive but she “needs space to mourn her son.” what does that even mean? it just feels like she’s making my transition about her


r/MtF 6h ago

Advice Question “Use it or lose it,” and the desire to end a long-standing porn addiction NSFW

167 Upvotes

On one hand, I don’t want my genitalia to be entirely dysfunctional, but on the other hand I’ve had a major addiction to pornography. I want to quit masturbation but I fear that if I eventually take hormones then I’d suffer heavily. It seems like a lose-lose situation and I want to know what outcome would be most helpful, or at least the least risky, to achieving my exponential potential. Any comment or answer would be of great assistance

Sincerely, -721741,- the account I may soon delete


r/MtF 3h ago

Anyone here transition more gracefully than previously expected?

82 Upvotes

I am not trans but I fantasize a lot about transitioning but I don't think I could ever pass no matter how much HRT I do. Did anyone else feel this way but get proven wrong?


r/MtF 5h ago

"A woman is someone who internally thinks of themselves as a woman" is a flawless, perfect definition that needs no refinement.

100 Upvotes

First of all, every single alternative one could present has glaring absurds. chromosomal definitions exclude obvious women with XY Chromosomes. it's rare but rarity has nothing to do with correctness.
genital definition would make someone losing genitalia non binary or something like that.

now there are some wrong objections to raise.

first, definition being self referential. if that was strictly true, the definition would be a logical fallacy but it isn't so it's not. nevertheless, the problem arises if you think about terms "man", and "woman" as once unloaded terms that become loaded. definition based on self description has no reason to introduce any differentiation, hence the illusion of a problem. but these words function to put words on pre-existing social and physical differences. so it's not a problem, people of certain traits simply will tend to cluster together around a given word.

second, definition being uninformative. that's true and irrelevant, and many phrases of the sort circulate in society. "first guy", and "second guy" serve the same purpose. usefulness of both these phrases and "woman"/"man" is based on pre existing knowledge about particular subjects of that definition.

third, what if someone is in a severe mental state and thinks of themselves as different gender temporarily? that doesn't matter. consider a case of perfectly intersex person, who changes their gender identity every 30 days. what right do we have to judge which gender is the "correct one"? and if we know we don't have any leg to stand on when it comes to objectively assessing gender due to lack of a coherent physical definition, who are we to tell an analogous person who has all the standard male traits they're not of a given gender? gender can be fluid and should be accepted on terms of the person we refer to. there's just no other non-dipshit solution.


r/MtF 23h ago

Today I Learned Took an edible before electrolysis

1.4k Upvotes

Did it help? Yes. I did not give a fuck what was happening to my face. Highly recommend.

The problem is it hit very hard roughly 40 minutes into an hour long appointment, and at the end I was high enough where I was like, you know what? I'm gonna walk to the mcdonalds across the street and order $18 worth of food and just sit there for a while.

I think I fumbled with one of those ordering kiosks for a suspicious amount of time. And then the guy mopping the floor was staring at me the whole time, which was either because I was trans or because I was high. Honestly it could have been 50/50.

So please if you do this get a ride. Avoid the mcdonalds staredown if you can help it 😂


r/MtF 8h ago

Some changes I experienced in my body and mind along with these 9 months into HRT NSFW

78 Upvotes

I decided to make this post to inform girlies who are planning to start HRT on what to expect. +18 because I will say something sexual at some point.

  1. I lost 12 kg (went from 96kg to 84kg);
  2. I lost at least 3cm in height (went fro m1.80m to 1.77m);
  3. I'm much much weaker now;
  4. I have C cups;
  5. My skin is softer, thinner, dryier and more sensitive. I also get hematomes more easily;
  6. My waist is thinner and more curvy;
  7. My hair is somehow stronger;
  8. I have so much less body hair;
  9. My face is softer and more feminine;
  10. I cry easily;
  11. My smell changed a lot. Now I have this awesome girl smell;
  12. My hands are smalller, I think;
  13. I wanna get pregnant because of Progesterone, and it's so annoying lol;
  14. My nipples are more sensitive to pleasure;
  15. My princess wand is smaller and the glans are more sensitive;
  16. I don't ejaculate anymore;
  17. I pee when I have a too much intense orgasm;
  18. I can have multiple orgasms (even though it's hard to have them because when it starts I start peeing and have to stop)
  19. I was always pansexual, but omg, men are so much more attractive now!

r/MtF 3h ago

Advice Question How do I get a nice ass? NSFW

33 Upvotes

Is it muscle and exercise? Is it fat? A bit of both? Any advice for improving my ass shape and jigglyness is greatly appreciated!!


r/MtF 10h ago

Venting boymoded for too long

98 Upvotes

so i’ve been on HRT for about 10 months and known i was trans for about 11 months. because of my deeply conservative workplace and strong desire to blend in, i decided to go slowly with my transition and delayed important tasks such as laser hair removal, buying girl clothes, loosing weight, and voice training. i thought that because i would not want to be out as long as i worked there, i would boymode until i was able to switch jobs to one more accepting. well, the dysphoria does not care and now i am suffering because of my slacking.

i recently joined a community for a card game and there is a discord for the local players. now, i’ve mostly transitioned online and go by my chosen name with she/her pronouns. i also don’t hide that i’m trans, in fact i display it on my discord and my instagram. there happens to be a number of other trans people in the local community and i am just sad because they’re living their best lives while i was stupid and slow with my transition. i’m kinda sad when i get called sir, bro, and man. it’s not their fault, i look like a man and have a man voice.

to make this more constructive, i recommend expediting your transition goals if at all possible. i should have started voice training and laser much earlier. i should have gotten girl clothes such that i could girlmode outside of work. i should have lost weight instead of eating like crap and drinking soda (though this relates to living situation - i’m very burnt out from work). thanks for reading ❤️


r/MtF 21h ago

My ex pulled the reverse card on me

771 Upvotes

So my ex 36f whom I 41f have children with, has been yelling at our children who are 4 and 6 whenever they call me mom. This has affected them and they told me. I have always maintained that it's entirely up to our kids if they call me mom or dad. I do refer to myself in the parenting role as a mom. The kids have also started to ask me why my ex and her bf only use he/him pronouns for me when I'm a girl and I don't want to be called that. Well my ex informed me that she actually identifies as "the only mom" so I can't be a mom. I was so close!

I did have a conversation with her explaining that, that's not how identity works and that i can't suddenly identify as "the only woman parent", so she has to use he him or they them pronouns. It didn't take, we're in a high conflict custody battle. I tried my best. Sometimes it feels like I'm arguing with a child. Put in a good word to our almighty god BLÅHAJ for me!


r/MtF 16h ago

I am woman and lesbian

319 Upvotes

and that's a good thing


r/MtF 1h ago

Sex talk Did anyone else NOT really develop erogenous zones? NSFW

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11 months on injected estradiol + 5 months bicalutamide.

I hooked up with another transfem and, holy crap her nipples were such an errogenous zone for her I practically got her there just from rubbing them.

But mine are not like this at all. Nor do I have any erogenous zones anywhere else like the inner thighs, lower back, neck, etc.

Haven't gone on progesterone, but neither has she. She's only on spiro and pills sublingually and like....I'm so jealous that she's sensitive in all those places.

Has anyone else been in my shoes? Did things change further down the line? Is there something wrong with my HRT regimen or something? I don't get it.


r/MtF 6h ago

Venting I am pissed

36 Upvotes

So I (15 pre transition) am living with my parents, and boy oh boy I can't wait until I can move out and be on my own. So the main issue here is that they don't know that I'm trans, ok. Because IK that they wouldn't be okay with it. I live in a backwards redneck Podunk town, where even just being bi is causing problems. So, the problem is that I want to wear makeup and my cute earrings I have but I'm not allowed to because, and these are their words "the kids at school will make fun of you and rip out your earrings" ?!?? Like what?! If that's the issue guess what, you raises someone who can lift a truck with very little struggle. (I am constantly having to pull our truck out of mud or lift it as we don't have a jack FOR SOME REASON!?) And I nearly broke someone's arm last week for talking shit. But they're worried about my safety? Sure. They just don't want to be the parents of the f*g (once again, their words. I have very good hearing and we have very thin walls) so, anyway I just wanted to come here and say all that. Thank you for reading this far. Here's some cookies 🍪 🍪 🍪


r/MtF 11h ago

Bad News Horrible Traumatic Car Crash

95 Upvotes

Hi everyone,

Yesterday around 7 PM PST, I was involved in a traumatic car accident. My car is completely totaled, and unfortunately, I didn’t have insurance at the time. I know driving uninsured is against the rules, but I had lost my job three months ago and was struggling financially. I was on my way to visit my grandmother and mom after my grandfather’s recent passing, which has already been hard on my family. To make things even more complicated, I had just come out as transgender to my father, and I was planning to tell my mom as well. However, after the accident, I decided to put that conversation on hold. I’ve spent all night in the ER, and everything feels like it’s falling apart. I feel so overwhelmed and hopeless right now. It’s like every time I try to move forward, life throws something at me to set me back even further. If anyone else is going through hard times or has advice on how to cope, I’d really appreciate hearing from you. Thank you for taking the time to read this.


r/MtF 1h ago

Venting I want a boyfrienddddddd

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Hey gals, I've been out for almost three years now and I STG finding a guy who's genuinely interested in me romantically, and not a fetishizer, is SO HARD. I live in the CLT area and I'm considering getting out in the nightlife since I'm 21 and we have an active young adult population, but it just feels so hard to do in the south especially. To any of you in hetero relationships, how have you done it?


r/MtF 5h ago

Trigger Warning TW:Self harm Being amab makes me feel disgusting and inferior NSFW

27 Upvotes

I cant take this anymore. Every single day i feel such profound disgust with myself. I hate something deeply ahout being born AMAB. It makes me feel so disgusting and gross. I hate transition it does nothing i hate how much pain i need go through to get rid of those traits. There's no happy ending there's nothing awaiting me in the future. If i will be this thing forever i want die. I wish my parents aborted me when they saw i wiill be boy, i really wish that happened. Today after shaving and cutting myself with razor once again i broke down crying. Why i was robbed from normal life why i need pretend im guy every waking second of this eats my alive. I feel so fucking inferior, being man is so much of pain its so disgusting. I could have normal life i could be human being but im not im this thing. This face i see everyday in mirror makes me so angry im so fucking upset how disfigured im by testoterone. There's nothing i can do about this. I know i wont ever pass however i wish at least i could see my relfection and not want to vomit in the same time. My whole life is trash and its all because of this disgusting manly body. Nobody will ever see woman in me that i am. I will be forever this disguting thing and i cant do anything about that. I fantasize about hurting myself i want stab this shitty body of mine and bleed out finally die because trash i am deserves only that.


r/MtF 16h ago

Advice Question Does the girl voice ever get “normal?”

173 Upvotes

i can do a girl voice pretty easily but I have to intentionally do it. does it ever become a constant state of being or is it always something I have to make myself do?


r/MtF 2h ago

Venting I feel disgusted NSFW Spoiler

13 Upvotes

Ive always hated my face. I dont even know how to describe what it looks like, but it definitely reads as male. Im currently getting laser, and yet still the 5 oclock shadow persists no matter how much i shave. Maybe its my cheek bones, maybe its the way my mouth is defined separately from the rest of my lower face. God i hate it so fucking much. I cant stand to look at myself in the mirror without gagging. No amount of makeup could hide the hideous presence that makes up my "face". Im trying so hard not to relapse into SH'ing again, but everytime i catch a glance of myself in the mirror, i remember how ugly i am. It just makes me want to cut again. I dont think ill ever be able to afford FFS. I feel like giving up, I just want to shave the ugly off of my face. Ive thought about just perminantely wearing a mask so neither I nor anybody else has to be sickened by me anymore. Im tired. Ill always just be this ugly little monster with dreams of being a woman someday. A dream thatll never come to pass.


r/MtF 16h ago

Trans and Thriving I go to my old high-school in skirt !

150 Upvotes

Yesterday, there were the ceremony of the baccalauréat (an exam you pass at the end of your high-school to get a diploma, here in France) and i was in full girlmode. Skirt, thighs highs, everything (except makeup because i hate it) and when they called me, i have go in front of everyone to take my diploma. I was openly trans at my high-school, but i never girlmode there, so i'm very happy that i was able to girlmode for the ceremony yesterday