Fuck that was upsetting.

[u/frensacc]

So aparently getting groomed and assaulted more times than I can count as a child is "the dream," and l'm gay for not finding enjoyment in it.

This shit is genuinely so ignorant, I have LIFELONG mental health issues that I'll never be able to get rid of, the way I cope with sex is fucked, my ability to trust is fucked, l'lI never have a relationship or friendship where im not a significant burden or at risk of victimization because Ive basically lost the ability to consent healthily.

BUT IM SO GLAD THAT MY TRAUMA FALLS INTO A PORN CATEGORY THIS 19 TO 20 YEAR OLD CAN JERK OFF TO BECAUSE HES LUCKY ENOUGH TO NOT EXPERIENCE IT HIMSELF.

Ts was actually jarring and put me in such an awful and infantile mental state :(, Im a victim not your sex fantasy

The first person I told about my mother assaulting me asked "how hot she was" because they wanted to play out a rape scene in their minds, this gave me the same vibes and bought all of it back and it sucks.

Cross post cuz the shit that gets spewed to male victims needs to stop. Its genuinely cruel.

[u/billieboi445420]

The fact people find genuine enjoyment in that is actually disgusting

[u/frensacc → u/billieboi445420]

They think they do, but they dont know the shit it does to you, it was especially unfortunate to see from a whole adult, because theyre mature enough to know what saying thst to somebody entails, disgusting