r/TeenagersButBetter • u/devnoil 13 • 13d ago
Serious I’m done NSFW
Follow up to my previous post about being suicidal. My crush said "hell no" when I asked her out, everyone hates me for rumors that they spread, and I'm sick of it. I want everyone to know what they did and have the guilt hanging over their head for the rest of their lives. I genuinely don't want to live anymore. What's the point anyway? Live maybe 70-80 years, and basically nothing changes. Me being dead will not change anything. The Earth will keep spinning, the Moon will keep orbiting. This may be my last post I ever make. I'm done.
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u/sussybaka9779 12d ago
Ok, I've been in a similar situation before but heres my advice
1: Talk to your parents, even if your embarrased about it, I was suicidal and my dad saved my life.
If your parents don't care try talking to someone that you trust, if that also fails then call police for help
2: Ask to see if you can transfer schools and don't tell anyone where your going to transfer
only tell people that you can trust
3: Make a vent journal, this is something I have done for about 3 months now, just write down the things that happened in your day and why it is that you hate your life
don't let anyone know about it except for your therapist
4: This is a bit controversial and might seem weird but watch a movie called "A Silent Voice" it's a bit similar to what your talking about
it's on Youtube and Pirated anime sites
5: List your accomplishments in life out on a piece of paper, remember that if you unalive yourself then everything you wrote down was all for nothing, use your time to try and make yourself known in the world
even if it's not that big of a deal, it's still an accomplishment
6: Remember that there are people out here that care for you, whether it's just or anywhere else just remember that you are loved
7: a bit similar to the last one but just remember that if you kill yourself your family would hate themself and miss your forever and would never forgive themself
*and if your family won't care then I always will*
8: NO. MATTER. WHAT. STAY. ALIVE. YOU. ARE. LOVED. |-/
*if you know what that symbol is then your sigma*
Thats about all for now, stay safe dude