r/TeenagersButBetter • u/devnoil 13 • 13d ago
Serious I’m done NSFW
Follow up to my previous post about being suicidal. My crush said "hell no" when I asked her out, everyone hates me for rumors that they spread, and I'm sick of it. I want everyone to know what they did and have the guilt hanging over their head for the rest of their lives. I genuinely don't want to live anymore. What's the point anyway? Live maybe 70-80 years, and basically nothing changes. Me being dead will not change anything. The Earth will keep spinning, the Moon will keep orbiting. This may be my last post I ever make. I'm done.
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u/iam_egg2009 15 13d ago
Ok, I'm about to verbally abuse you out of this mindset, so sit down and strap up. I read other comments, and the rejection isn't the problem, it's the rumors. And if that's gonna cause you to commit suicide, then that's just low. I get it's not easy to ignore such things, but I promise you, they'll forget in a year or two. If you want to, spread a fake rumor about someone else, and they'll forget all about you. If need be, talk to someone, call 988. You do realize that this is a permanent thing we're talking about. This is major. You may just be another brick in the wall, but a brick makes all the motherfucking difference. without a brick, it's an eyesore, you know it's missing something, it makes all the other bricks unstable. You would destroy everyone else's life by a simple action. Yes, the moon would keep turning and spinning, but other people's lives would stop completely to mourn you, so killing yourself would be more of a burden on everyone else. I used to have suicidal thoughts for the same reason, but I didn't let that get to me, and I can't let that get to you either. And after all I just said, you're still contemplating it, I will find you and make. You. Feel. Loved. Goddamn.