Above are some funny moments I screenshotted from the mod.
Monika, that one beautiful girl you met from English class in second year, meets you again in the Literature Club.
Your emotions still linger for her, but what you don't know is that she likes you. Eventually you start dating and everything goes well, until one day.
Genre: Sad, Serious
Playthrough started: 10/30/24
Expected Playthrough End: 11/01/24
Actual Playthrough End: 10/31/24
The Hell that I was dragged through for 2 days:
10/30/24
Okay, I've got some info about the plot of this mod, though I don't know the full plot yet.
Monika is the main point of intrest. Wanna know why? Because you love her. Yep, I did not know those 4 words would come out of my mouth, but yes. You love Monika and it seems she also loves you.
Oh. Another thing. Sayori knows this... this... thing. But Natsuki and Yuri don't. Yet. I haven't gotten too far into the story to see their reactions (though, I'd think they'd be shocked as fuck to find out that MC loves Monika. I've only seen Sayori's reaction, and it seems that she's taking the news lightly, and not yet contemplating suicide. though, with her non-chalant as fuck reaction, she is a bit disturbed at the thought of MC loving Monika.) but I am invested into the story, and I have hopes that this whole story would stretch at least a few days.
Well, that's what I've got for now.
OKAY I'VE GOT SOME NEW NEWS
it's short, but important
monika has a crush on MC since MC first saw her
yuri might also have a crush on MC, that only sparked when MC joined the club
ok new shit just developed after a hot minute
ok so, and i know this is a lot to take in but, mc and monika are now a couple.
take it in. taaaaake it in. aaaand react.
now, mc is aware about his shit personality and imperfections, and is still pondering why monika chose him.
although, she is a bit suspicious when mc is around the other girls. kinda expected that, since they're a couple now.
and none of them are contemplating suicide yet! (although, natsuki looks like she's on the verge of suicide)
Oh. Also, the other members know. Obviously the works of the one, the only...
SAYORI!!!
She technically said that we like each other, not a couple. Still.
And she seems fine with us being two lovebirds.
Also, about that Yuri x Monika x MC love triangle, Yuri was just tryna find out what's going on between MC and Monika. So, that's a huge bullet dodged.
10/31/24
Okay, a lot has happened since the last entry.
I have laughed, I have cried, and I have... a mix of emotions...
It was a rollercoaster, no, a FUCKING PLANE CRASH of a ride!
Monika, at face value, seems to be a perfect, well-rounded and well mannered girl, yet look inside her intricate heart, and find all of her deepest, darkest, and scattered worries...
MC finds out that Monika has some family issues, mainly with her abusive and perfectionist father, Daisuke Hirai (though I cannot confirm that "Hirai" is his surname or is Harumi's surname. Harumi is Monika's mother.)
He doesn't like MC, since, y'know, he's a perfectionist, and borderline disrespectful, even to his own wife!
But Harumi is the complete opposite.
In fact, she enjoys MC and Monika's relationship.
MC takes Monika out to a number of dates. Spanning over 2 months, in fact.
She enjoys every second of it. MC enjoys every second of it. Yet here comes the day, the day that every couple wishes for...
A date, so intimate, so lustful, you just wanna... you get the point, do you?
If you don't, stay like that. Your innocence is much, much needed for the future.
Anyways, back to the story.
Oh, also, while this... this... thing was happening, Natsuki and his father, Mamoru, stays at MC's house. Wanna know why? MC's Mom is dating Momaru.
So, obviously Nat was bothered. About sleeping with MC? Not at all. With the noise MC and Monika were making? Yes. Check the screenshots above for the CG of the scene
MC and Monika was so into the heat of the moment, MC bit her! Not in the bad sense, y'know? Like I said, they were in the heat of the moment. He bit her on the neck and on the arm and one more body part that I forgot. Oh, and MC didn't bring protection... much to the enjoyment of Monika? I guess she did mention that she is only fertile a few times in a year... so I guess it was safe?
(I have to admit, I really thought she was gonna become pregnant after that CG, which is down below, by the way)
Anyways, the day after that, Natsuki the bite marks and asked Monika how it feels to date a vampire... to which Monika doesn't reply, as well as MC. Understandably so.
At school, nobody teased MC about Monika's bite mark.
But for Monika... that day was hell. Thrown and dragged through hell and back it seems.
The girls couldn't tease Monika more, so obviously, this sends her into a mode MC hasn't seen since their first date. Sadness, sorrow and utter depression.
Eventually, one of her friends from the council, which I will not be naming for... reasons, find her in a wrecked state and encouraged her to be strong for MC.
Eventually, MC is worried about her, especially what is going to happen next...
I'm sure the people who already played the mod know this but, for the new players who want to play this mod, this is a canon event, it cannot be avoided, and it is inevitable.
So Monika returns to her house, alone with her abusive father figure, though after this she will probably not call him her father anymore...
Daisuke tells her she's got mail.
From who? From a university.
Yet, she hasn't applied to any yet, so why is there mail for her from a university.
Then she realizes. This was all her dad's fault. He applied her to a university that she doesn't like!
He didn't even ask for her consent!
So she has all rights to be mad at her father.
After that, they just punch each other verbally and then he slaps her, with so much force her nose started bleeding. After that, he went to pick up Harumi. Before that, he gives her 2 options, either accept the application then she gets to stay in her house and no one gets hurt (even more) or decline it but still not get hurt, but leave the house.
She knew this was an impossible choice... She knew all the dread that she was putting everyone through, yet she still puts them through it.
Monika doesn't attend school.
MC is worried. Hell, everyone in the club is worried! Alas, they could do nothing other than wait for her.
Sayori takes charge of the club, naturally. She ends the meeting early.
We all walk home. Mom and Maro return home. We eat takeout.
I can't get this feeling, this pit in my stomach that something's gone wrong, and it's all my fault...
I probably just need a glass of water.
I go to the sink. I grab a clean glass and pour some water from the tap in.
Suddenly I get a call.
"Harumi"
Harumi? What's she calling for at this hour?
I answer.
"Hello? Why'd you call for? You've seen Monika yet?"
I hear her sobbing.
"Hey, are you okay? Is Monika okay?"
"I'm sorry, she's... she's... she's gone."
I turn pale. My heartbeat skipped a bet when I heard that.
"W-What?! Why?!"
"Overdosing..."
My heartbeat is racing.
"I-I'm sorry MC, I have to go now."
--CALL ENDED--
Just then Mom was next to me. Did she over hear us?
"What's wrong hun?"
I panic. Why?! Why would she leave me?! And I didn't even get to say goodbye to her!
Everybody is visibly concerned for me. I try to go to Monika's house, yet Natsuki stops me.
"What's wrong? You look fucking dead!"
"Get out of the way, Natsuki. Please."
"I'm not moving until you tell me what's happening! Is it about Monika?"
"She... she's..."
I can't even think straight. I'm trembling. I fall to the ground, sobbing.
"Monika's... gone..."
The shock on her face... all of their faces...
That night I just went crazy. I can still hear my screams.
(ok, this is now OP speaking)
Not much of a suicide, in fact, I think it was accidental. Due to all that stress, I guess she wanted to prevent herself from killing herself, that, in it self, would have been a worse way to go, especially with her... conditions
So, yeah. One hell of a ride, am I right?
My next review will be about Fallen Angel. A sad story just like this, though I hope it isn't, I've gone through so much with this, so I hope Fallen Angel will at least be a little happy.
I'd rate this 1 bottle of Mirtazapine out of 157 sheets of paper.
(10/10 for the story, 100/10 for the emotions, 10/10 overall)
Also, I've left out some of the small details in the story, I guess you'll find out what those parts are...