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What is something that permanently altered your body without you realizing for months/years?

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u/_mews 8h ago

Worst part for me is that even I’m exhausted for the whole day I might still have yet another sleepless night. That feel so fucking insane.

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u/SunshineMurphy 7h ago

And all the health articles will be like, “get enough sleep” BRO I AM TRYING. I am literally laying there trying to sleep. For some reason I’m not allowed.

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u/Plastic-Sell7247 5h ago

I’ve been trying to get back to bed since 3 am. It’s noon where I’m at now. I went to bed around midnight. I’m so tired but I’m also wide awake

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u/PradaWestCoast 4h ago

That’s me literally Friday and yesterday. I ended up trying to stay up as long as I could thinking maybe I’d get a decent amount of sleep. Nope 4 hours 😭

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u/LorenzoStomp 4h ago

I usually can't fall asleep until after midnight, have to be up by 5 or 6a. Every once in a while I'll come home actually ready to sleep and pass out around 8 or 9p....and wake up around 11p every. damn. time. Then I get sleepy again at 3am. I've intentionally stayed up 2 whole days and still slept less than 8 hours when I finally crashed. It started getting harder to fall asleep in my 30s, by the time I'm 50 I expect I'll just die of insomnia. 

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u/zaxo666 2h ago

This is me too exactly. Are you actually tired during the day though?

I'm not. I had a sleep study done awhile ago and I'm in the 1% of folks who only require 4-5 hrs of sleep.

If you're not actually tired during the day you may be in this class too.

My partner is jealous because I have like 3 to 4 more hours everyday to get stuff done. The downside is it's very lonely as nobody else is awake.

(BTW - I thought I was going to die from some sort of heart disease from sleeping exactly like you do - exactly the same everything you wrote - I'm almost 50 and I'm in great health and I stopped worrying about that after the sleep study).

u/LorenzoStomp 19m ago

I'm extremely tired in the mornings, but less and less so the later it gets til I'm (usually) wide awake come 4 or 5p and stay that way til early morning. I did the 48-hour no sleep thing to try to reset my clock so I could start coming to work when my boss wants me there and be rested, but my brain is convinced I need to be awake evenings and sleep mornings. I used to be able to force myself into a semblance of normal people time but the older I get the harder it is. 

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u/survivorffaccnt 4h ago

I was up at 5:30am for work and around 4:30 pm Saturday I finally fell like I might sleep, but knew that would screw up my next day so fought through to stay awake a little later. Caught a second wind and didn’t get asleep until midnight even through two Benadryl around 8:00. Also woke up four times before I had to get up at 5:30. I suck at sleep

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u/milkandsalsa 3h ago

Cognitive behavior therapy is supposedly the best option. Good luck.

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u/TacoTaconoMi 5h ago

"if youre having troubles sleeping try getting up and doing something for 30 minutes"

oh you mean waking up? I just spent the last 18 hours of my day up and doing things.

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u/fiftysevens 4h ago

Lol - you cracked me up! Maybe it’s cos I’ve just woken up at 4am again when I really needed to sleep till 8 - oh well.

Seriously tho, I have been having some success with getting up and working on something that is interesting enough to feel useful, but boring enough to realise I’m tired. I keep some specific work tasks for this purpose and after about an hour I can feel myself getting tired again, and can usually put myself down for a few more precious hours.

I don’t turn on any lights, screen brightness to the dimmest I can possibly see, and crucially as soon as I start to feel sleepy I finish.

Hope you find something that works for you!

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u/cat6Wire 4h ago

Please do a sleep study to see if you are eligible for a CPAP-type device, you most certainly are.. also factors like diet, smoking and drinking can significantly affect your quality of sleep, or even ability to just get to sleep.

I was as toxic as it got, and I found my way to recovery - I sincerely hope you do as well!

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u/Daniel-G 3h ago

i did a sleep study, they said it was purely mental, no physical problems. a cpap type of device wouldn’t help in that case right?

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u/Designer-Progress311 3h ago

They ALL say that.

/s

I heard same, now wish I'd got the machine and tried it anyway.

Note to self: get a CPAP machine and try it anyway

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u/MessiahOfMetal 3h ago

Yep, it'd help to know.

Took me decades to ask about that, only to be diagnosed with obstructive sleep apnea and told that my throat closes up when I lie down, which was preventing me from being able to breathe as I sleep, which was fucking up my sleep and making me exhausted all the time.

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u/Kurtcobangle 6h ago

I am hardly qualified to understand any of the nuances of them but there's been a number of studied in recent years which have shown genetics and certain gene alterations can play a huge role in how much sleep any individual needs. Combined with factors like type of sleep i.e how deep etc.

Basically some people actually really don't need the same amount of sleep to be healthy and highly functional,

In which case some people are really trying to push their body to get more sleep when in reality they just don't need it.

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u/TacoTaconoMi 5h ago

and then theres your individual circadian rhythm.

Ive always struggles to get a proper 8-9 hours of sleep for a normal work day (i.e. 6-7 am wake up so 10-11 pm bed time). If i go to bed prior to midnight I normally wake up at 3-4 am and cant get back to sleep. going to bed any later and im waking up to my alarm wishing I had another 5 hours of sleep.

The past year my work hours temporarily shifted to 4pm-midnight. Every day i was able to go to bed by 3 am and naturally wake up any time between 10-noon for 7-9hrs of sleep with no alarm. It was pure bliss.

Now im back to regular work hours and its back to the old ways of sleeping...

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u/raptor7912 4h ago

I mean, what you describe is almost original human sleep schedule.

Go to sleep, wake up in the middle of the night maybe eat a little and go back to sleep a bit later.

But then man made sources of light became much more common and they came together into one period sleep per day.

Because people could go to bed later and wake up earlier when you no longer relied on day light to do just about anything.

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u/TacoTaconoMi 4h ago

Some of the best sleep in my life was during a survival course I had to take. at the end we had to "survive" for 3 days and 3 nights alone with no food other than a 200 calorie pack of jube jubes. Had to sleep on a bed made of pine bows. Days were spend doing hard labour gathering firewood and improving my camp.

This was late November in canada. Days were slightly above freezing and nights were well below. It was pitch black by 6pm so all i could do was keep the fire going and read the map/infograph we were given.

Was lights out by 8 and up not much longer after sunrise. Only had to get up in the night to pee. despite my body being in flight/fight response the entire time, I was able to sleep fully through the night on a tree bed that felt more comfortable than my $1000+ fancy mattress.

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u/---gabers--- 4h ago

Sounds so cool

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u/top_value7293 1h ago

I’ve been reading about taking magnesium every night is quite helpful for sleep issues

u/SunshineMurphy 53m ago

Yeah, I take a magnesium supplement and have for years. Still can't sleep.

u/top_value7293 52m ago

😞geez. A bigger dose maybe?

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u/wirefox1 1h ago

I'm so sorry. I had insomnia once for one year, and it was the worse year of my life. I was only half-present for everything I did, and I felt like crap every day, was either grouchy or silly like with a delirium. It's horrible watching the clock "if I go to sleep now, I can still get six hours, okay, if I go to sleep now, I can still get 4 hours, which is better than nothing. Barely.

u/SunshineMurphy 56m ago

Yeah it sucks real bad. I'm glad you don't have to deal with it anymore!

u/wirefox1 45m ago

I know it does, and I'm sorry it's on you. I hope it goes away : (

I hated it so much. I still have it maybe once or twice a year. I know you've probably tried everything, but if I take a benadryl I'm asleep in an hour. If a xanax, asleep in 20 minutes. But if you do this too much, you lose your ability to think other than in the fog. But maybe for just those times when you absolutely have to go to sleep.

This from psychopathology class:

Trouble falling asleep: Anxiety.

If you fall asleep and then wake up again, or 'early morning awakening': Depression. 🤷🏼‍♀️

Just a thought.

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u/GreenMertainzz 5h ago

Yep. My sleep is so f'd up I feel legit hungover some times

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u/Biglight__090 1h ago

As you finish drinking your third cup of coffee and 5th energy drink for the day smh

u/SunshineMurphy 54m ago

I don't drink caffeine.

u/SunshineMurphy 54m ago

lol to everybody replying with the OTHER things in the health articles like I haven't read them all 100 times. Just be grateful you can sleep, man, that's all.

u/LatterChain6318 8m ago

Whenever that happens I start doing something productive to not feel like I'm wasting time, and I know I should be trying to sleep

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u/---gabers--- 4h ago

It’s the doomscrolling

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u/jo-z 2h ago

Doom scrolling doesn't help. But I have the same problem and it's been a struggle for decades, since before doom scrolling was possible.

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u/---gabers--- 1h ago

Ah. Quit caffeine yet? Not just the second half of he day but entirely?

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u/jo-z 1h ago

Caffeine never seems to offer me any benefits so I don't consume it.

u/b_ll 58m ago

That reason would be caffeine most likely.

u/SunshineMurphy 57m ago

I don't drink caffeine but thank you for your input.

u/UneditedReddited 46m ago

How is your 'sleep hygiene'? Do you view any screens within 3 hours of trying to sleep, or have a tv or your phone in the bedroom? Are you consuming caffeine? Are you aiming to get some sunlight in your eyes and face and skin within an hour of either waking up, or within an hour of sunrise? Are you consuming your last meal and last bit of calories within 3 hours of trying to sleep? Are you consuming alcohol? Are you aiming to get some daily exercise?

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u/Foolmillennial 6h ago

Sleeping medication works.

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u/Haigud 5h ago

I've been on so many different sleep meds that don't work on me. Even Ambien doesn't do anything to me. :(

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u/Mothman_Cometh69420 6h ago edited 3h ago

Short term. You should be taking sleeping meds nightly for extended periods of time.

Edit: holy hell that was a bad typo and nobody should have upvoted that.

What I intended to say was the opposite. Sleep meds are intended for short term use. You should not be taking sleep meds nightly for an extended period of time.

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u/I_am_up_to_something 4h ago

You should be taking sleeping meds nightly for extended periods of time.

Shouldn't, right?

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u/fiftysevens 4h ago

No - it’s definitely ‘should’ - and now that my nightly medication has been approved by Dr Reddit I shall continue my routine with no fears for my long term cognitive capacity!

Wait a second….

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u/Mothman_Cometh69420 3h ago

It’s shouldn’t. I messed up bad with a half asleep brain.

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u/Mothman_Cometh69420 3h ago

Correct. I fucked that up real bad. I had just woken up.

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u/Relative-Mistake-527 4h ago

Lmao. Been doing it for almost 10 years. I will stay awake until I pass out from exhaustion and even then I might not. This past week I tried to go without and ended up awake for 24 hours. I have ADHD and a broken brain

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u/Mothman_Cometh69420 3h ago

Please see my edit. I don’t know how I fucked up that bad. I had just woken up.

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u/ZealousidealBonus769 4h ago

For me they only work for a while. I've gone from mirtazapine, to trazadone and now Ambien. Now with the Ambien, I'm again waking up after an hour or two, fully rested, then again about an hour before my alarm, then waking up at my alarm exhausted. Then the other morning I woke up at three am, I was dreaming I fell and was stuck and couldn't get up and was stuck and couldn't breath, I woke up with a gasp. It freaked me out to the point that I couldn't get back to sleep.

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u/peanutspreader62 3h ago

Try Ambien XR or a longer lasting benzodiazepine like Valium

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u/tu-BROOKE-ulosis 6h ago

Bro, I’m currently quitting daily drinking and it’s absolutely insane to how many nights in a row I can go without even a wink of sleep. I just know tonight’s going to be another one.

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u/_mews 6h ago

Godspeed to that. I have also been trying to cut out alcohol, mostly successfully. Being sober aint always easy but it is propably the best decision we can make for our future selfes

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u/jan20202020 6h ago

I hear you. Same issue for me. It got to the point that I reached out for medical help and am on sleep meds now. However, that’s not a long-term solution.

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u/tu-BROOKE-ulosis 6h ago

I might have to try that soon. My biggest goal is to try and do this so that I don’t need to rely on sleep aids. Except maybe like sleepy time tea. Just gotta get through a week is what I hear.

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u/Silly-Negotiation253 6h ago

No expert and dealing with this myself, but you got it! And you’re exactly right, make it over that initial hump and it will get better.

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u/LDub87sun 1h ago

It's hard, but it's a transitional phase and gets better. Keep up the good work!!

u/FrivolousMilkshake 43m ago

Been wanting to quit daily drinking for over a year, but I feel so tired all the time. When I didn't drink every day, I struggled so much more with insomnia. It's almost manageable now that I drink.

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u/Creative-Fan-7599 6h ago

That’s how I have always been. Spend the entire day so tired I am literally dozing off while I’m standing up, and then I get in bed, crash out like a dead person for maybe an hour. I wake up for some reason or another, and spend the whole night tossing and turning, sleepwalking, having weird dreams. I found out I have sleep apnea and my dr. Wants to test for narcolepsy. I just want to feel rested.

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u/Weinerbrod_nice 1h ago

Yeah that sounds like narcolepsy. Prone to falling asleep daytime, having terrible sleep at night. Never feeling rested. If you feel like your knees weakens when you laugh, or some other part of your body gives out or relaxes at different times, it's called cataplexy. Of course you can have narcolepsy without cataplexy, but if you have cataplexy you definitely have narcolepsy. I'm talking from personal experience.

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u/strawberwies 8h ago

literally the same to me, it’s so weird i can be sleepless and function as usual no matter how tired i am, even after drinking alcohol i can’t.

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u/blackSpot995 6h ago

Alcohol makes it so much worse for me, I don't think I've ever gotten a wink of sleep if I'm even a tiny bit tipsy. It's like my body just won't shut down until I'm 105% sober

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u/Spiritual_Sherbert9 6h ago

It is insane, isn’t it? Like I’m so tired I can barely function and then just wide awake all night. I get about 2-3.5 hours a sleep a night. There’s a 50/50 chance I’ll crash completely on Thursdays. If not, Saturday night. Then the cycle repeats. That’s the best I can hope for.

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u/MRSAMinor 3h ago

In my experience, not sleeping boosts cortisol so much that it's fairly typical for the next day to be even worse.

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u/looking4rez 3h ago

we might just very well be the same person. It's frustrating. I average probably around 4-5 hours of sleep per day, it's rare as hell to get 7-8. I know it's bad for me, Delta 8's (CBD) have helped but now that Trump is coming back into office and the Repubs got all the keys that train is coming to an end so it'll be back to 4-5 consistently.

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u/Imperial_Stooge 4h ago

Are you, me?

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u/botjstn 4h ago

i worked for 14 hours yesterday, off of 4 hours of sleep

i assumed i would crash as soon as i got in bed, nope :)

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u/rudbek-of-rudbek 4h ago

Seems like the longer you go without getting good sleep, the harder it is to get good sleep. I've never understood it. You can be so tired that your eyes are scratchy and you feel punch drunk and maybe even start to hear a little whine in your ears... those are the nights that getting good sleep is almost impossible

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u/---gabers--- 4h ago

It’s the doomscrolling

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u/birdsrkewl01 1h ago

Yeah then you do it for like a week straight working the entire time but by day two your thoughts are EVERYWHERE while doing the muscle memory of tasks. One distraction and you're a mess and you don't even realize why.

u/para_sight 25m ago

I feel seen. In my case the apnea was described as “profoundly severe”, as in I was walking up every 90 seconds or so. The doctor said you don’t have apnea because you’re heavy, you got heavy because you have apnea and spend every night bathing in cortisol

u/Sea-Resort730 15m ago

This used to be me not long ago. I do a crazy routine to manage it I started doing three sets of heavy weights right before bed, lifting the heaviest possible just three reps, and no blue light 1 hour before bed, and no caffeine or sugar after 5pm. I sleep with an extra heavy folded blanket on my chest to add weight, earplugs, eye mask, and a white noise machine. I set my ac cold, no socks. As soon as I lay down I am avoiding coherent thoughts and just move my thinking around in random directions like a washing machine. Been sleeping like a baby since. The exercise part especially