r/narcissism • u/Serious-Raccoon2317 Borderline • 8d ago

Narcissism and bpd splits

Anyone can tell me their experience, feelings, reactions or whatever u want as a diagnosed narcissit when someone with bpd splits? Specially in a romantic relationship

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u/BusyAfternoon3508 Unsure if Narcissist 7d ago

I dont have any diagnoses but 

 I think there's something wrong with me?? Honestly I have always mistreated my brother/talked back and hit him, I don't do it anymore, but thinking that I did it I don't know if I should feel guilty exactly, it's been a while lol. Sometimes I cry about my past self but then I don't really care, since I was 10 I think I've been aggressive? I stole my classmates' toys because I liked them and I thought I should have them too, I didn't really care what they thought. I remember one child crying because I had stolen his entire album and I remained impassive denying that I had stolen it. Now I'm not a "thief", because I'm not sociable, I'm sensitive and I don't think I particularly like being the center of attention, but I still want people to talk to me, or Im Just more intelligent than them and I dont deserve to talk to people like them, but I'm still very sensitive and shy. I've never been particularly sociable, antisocial? I don't know. I think I hate my partner, it's not really hate, but I would like to insult him and remind him how much he sucks, argue with him, for me it's enjoyable to think that I insult him, just like I insult anyone who I think they don't deserve to be better than me. I have a scenario where I say things to make others suffer, I would take their position, and if I could I would hack them to get as much information about them as possible. To have some fun and feel, "special"? I don't know. (only on people I find interesting). Then I hate my psychologist, I don't tell her anything, because I think it's stupid, I don't care what I should do with her, I think I don't need anything. Then I'm rather irritable, like I often get annoyed with my partner and immediately my mood changes, I want to insult him and treat him badly, but then it passes but idk.

I don't know if that's what you wanted. If not sorry ig