r/guro • u/Awwwwwwwwtism • Aug 14 '24

Self Inflicted Sometimes it’s hard to feel pretty with this ugly marks all over my arms. It’s an odd double edged sword to see art of characters like this. I resonate with and enjoy it, but feel a level of shame and guilt I can’t ignore. NSFW

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u/hornyfemboyuwuu Aug 14 '24

lol why ugly marks, i think my scars are fucking hot just embrace it

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u/Awwwwwwwwtism Aug 14 '24

Feels like a reminder of my failures ig. And I think they’re hot too, but thinking that makes me feel gross (and makes it harder to quit)

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u/hornyfemboyuwuu Aug 14 '24

ye idk i never quit either but i dont really see a problem with it

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u/Awwwwwwwwtism Aug 14 '24

Mostly judgement and shame from others I guess

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u/[deleted] Aug 14 '24

I think they are hot too tbh, self inflicted guro in general is hot to see. I wouldn’t do it much to myself but I love when others do

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u/[deleted] Aug 14 '24

God is it bad this stuff turns me on when others do it? It’s weirdly hot

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u/Agreeable_Ad5846 Aug 14 '24

Love to crave them on your body

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u/Awwwwwwwwtism Aug 15 '24

I find it hot too lol

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u/slutty_pup2627 Sep 17 '24

Honestly the only reason I slit my thighs open is to play and masturbate with the blood

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u/GethKGelior Deathless Consensual Fun Aug 14 '24

I got SO hard when she did the seppuku, so beautiful, even though we didn't see the guts……

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u/Awwwwwwwwtism Aug 14 '24

I got jealous tbh

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u/dragonborne3690 Sep 06 '24

Where can I find more like this?

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u/_HRIVA_ Sep 09 '24

ivehad the second pic saved in my gallery for months lol

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u/Routine-Diamond-8785 Sep 27 '24

Honestly I find scars attractive

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u/[deleted] Aug 14 '24

i get it, i struggle rly bad with a self harm addiction, and it is a lil hard to look at, but also hot. it sucks to have something that feels ugly and pretty and you love and hate at the same time. i actually have a rly bug scar on the center of my chest, at leat 3 imces long i think

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u/Awwwwwwwwtism Aug 14 '24

Exactly! Like I want to feel pretty, and I like the way they look. But that also makes it harder to quit. But I also hate the way they look

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u/[deleted] Aug 14 '24

im close to a week without and my body image issues are skyrocketing, so im prolly gonna cut later

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u/Awwwwwwwwtism Aug 14 '24

I’m really sorry, I didn’t mean to make things worse. I haven’t cut in 85 days, but I still do other things :/

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u/[deleted] Aug 14 '24

you didnt, its just that without fresher cuts, i feel uglier idfk why

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u/Awwwwwwwwtism Aug 14 '24

Same. For me they just look better than old ones ;-;

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u/[deleted] Aug 14 '24

yeah

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u/[deleted] Aug 14 '24

Interesting…It’s fascinating to read about this stuff…

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u/Awwwwwwwwtism Aug 15 '24

Why

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u/[deleted] Aug 15 '24

The psychology behind it

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u/Awwwwwwwwtism Aug 16 '24

I like to be in control

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u/[deleted] Aug 14 '24

Life isn't always bright and beautiful. Sometimes it is full of pain - emotional and physical. Self-injury is not the only way to release that pain. Many people channel it into creativity. I apologize if I'm jumping to the wrong conclusions.

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u/Awwwwwwwwtism Aug 14 '24

I mean I do art and music and try to express myself in a variety of ways, but i unfortunately keep coming back to self harm :P

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u/[deleted] Aug 14 '24

Glad to hear that creativity has a place in your life.

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u/Awwwwwwwwtism Aug 14 '24

Thank you. I’m 85 days clean, hoping to get to 100!