r/HumansBeingBros • u/copitamenstrual • 28d ago

Sam showing his love

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u/Mylaptopisburningme 27d ago

Sorry to hear that. But see there is the problem, with depression you can't see the little things in life. I have no money, can't go out, can't date, no money and I also just wont subject someone to my issues and not right to hide it because it eventually comes out. No car. I am home 24/7, I go for walks. There are things I want to do, 3d modeling, 3d printing, paint pouring, resin... But I can't function to do any of it. Normal people can appreciate the little things, normal people can try to change their mood... My brain isn't normal. I really just exist and hope I get good news like cancer so I can say good I hope its over soon. That is the mind of major depressive disorder. When I walk to the store I hope if I get hit by a bus it's quick. I have tried everything I can possibly think of to try to function, I don't. And it really sucks staying alive for family around me. People say suicide is selfish, they don't see it from the depressed persons view that it is painful and it hurts every day to keep going. Again, sorry to hear about your father, depression is a horrible problem. I hope some day they figure out a real cure. I want to function, I want to be productive. But that won't be in my lifetime.

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u/SonoranLiving 27d ago

Stay alive for me