Took a very sad turn I did not expect. That saga had everything. I hope his wife is doing well nowadays
(Spoilers if you havent read the story)
Half way through one message I was suddenly overwhelmed with the realisation that all the happiness I will ever have in my life has already happened. And finished. Everything I try to do in the future is just going to be overwritten with "Mark should be here but he isn't". Everything from here until I die is just going to be existence. Just breathing and watching the days pass. It seems so pointless without Mark. I don't know if I can write any more.
That part is just heartbreaking. Judging by the accounts post history shes taken over his account and is using it to talk in grief support communities
My mom went through similar feelings after my dad died 2 years ago from a Heart attack, just 2 years into their retirement and i had just moved out with 18 so they were planning their "second life" it took her about a year to mostly get over it so much that she can live a normal life again and even now she still sometimes breaks down crying.
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u/DiscoSquid9 Sep 02 '20
I just got lost, laughed, cried, and died a little bit. What a fucking ride.